photo by Patricia
If close to dying the regrets looming largest would be about the ‘chatter’ which blocks enjoyment of the present moment to its fullest; the ifs, ands, and buts… who did what when and why they did it, taking my mind to negative places far away.
Another? Becoming aware of the goodness inside, owning it, feeling it.
Realizing these deep cravings in this moment, right now, along with the knowledge that from one moment to next life could end, provides an opening into the present moment where these precious commodities can be absorbed.
You can feel whole. You can feel ‘good.’ You can have all that you have searched for and desired all your life, and you can have it now.